Repay
Every time I brought up about me wanted to have a job and gained a lot of money with my dad, he always says don't worry about it. I can pay for things that you want. Deep inside I have two thoughts. Is it because I never actually know how to be independent? Or was it because he had this conservative mind where woman was not supposed to find their own money? You know, the normality in society where a guy; son, husband, brother, whatever it is, that they were the one that supposed to find wealthiness for women in their life. He did say to me that he didn't expect me to be in his life when he's old, he imagined that even at 70, he will still working for himself and my mom. To afford things for both of them. But it's just weird. Because as any other child, I had the desire to pay back things, to repay their kindness for making me a woman that I am today. I'm not a perfect daughter that they once wished for, and I know I can never get to give back all the things that th...
